Restarting Completion

I was watching Swamiji answering a questioner how to create wealth and what to do after the wealth workshop. Swamiji answered with just one instruction, Completion. Every night, do Completion for 21 days.

I realized how I miss this one simple instruction and keep on postponing it for ever. I took it up seriously. I was tired in the night after going out, slept off tonight again. But, thank GODDL and mosquitoes, I woke up late in the night and remembered to do Completion.

And it was wonderful. I remembered many, small painful incidents during childhood. The very fact that I could remember them makes it obvious that I have these sitting inside me as incompletions and driving my wrong cognition. For eg, I wanted  colorful book about cars from a bookshop and my father denied it. I wanted some board games for summer vacation and my father denied it. I mistook some engine oil for cheese and wanted it badly, and later realized it was not what I thought it was. I did some mischievous activities in school and was caught and felt very guilty about them.

A constant pattern of denial for all the small things I wanted. Guilt somewhere else. All these are stored as pain or high resolution pictures in our inner space. And these sit in the past and affect the future. If you think past cannot be changed, future cannot be changed too. Have the confidence that even past can be changed, we will feel the same with future too.