Compulsive Thinking, Behavior, Completion and Integrity

"Not having Compulsive Thought currents and Behavior patterns, that is what I call Completion.

If you have any compulsive thought current, any compulsive behavior pattern, it is incompletion.

Paradoxical things becoming your Functional logic, is called sickness.

Let Paradoxical things not become your Functional logic.

Find out the Paradoxical things in your life, for eg,

• After eating food, you feel tired whereas you should actually be energetic
• After a long sleep, are you fresh or tired?
• Before sleeping, are you awake or tired?
• You want money, freedom, love, everything... but you hate taking responsibility for them.

Dharma is the natural law of life. Agama is the extraordinary way of life.

Any Obsessive, Compulsive patterns should be completed.

Sex is not a problem, but violence mixed with Sex is a problem for human beings.

With Completion and without obsessive compulsive behavior, anger becomes fierceness, lust become Cosmic Oneness, romance becomes sympathy.

Fear itself is an illusion, Phobia is fear squared. Fear can be healed, but phobia cannot. For eg, person who has seen a snake will have fear, but a person who has not or is afraid of the picture of a snake, may have a phobia.

Fear breaks your integrity, Phobia breaks your Completion.

Your inner space is Complete and Unclutched by default, only phobia disturbs it. Fear disturbs only your Integrity. You thinking you can face anything inside - this is Completion. But when the actual situation comes, ability to face outside what you feel inside - is Integrity.

Adrenaline is from the Swadishtana, Love is from the Mooladhara chakra, they are close by. Violence mixed with Romance is the most complicated pattern. Simple patterns are need for drinking coffee or reading newspaper in the morning.

If you hide ten things from others, you are hiding hundred things from you to you. You'll discover you with Completion.

When you know there is a problem and feel you can't do anything about it - you are a Maintenance Engineer, not a Creator. Become anything, but not a maintenance engineer. Joy of creation is missing. You are alive as long as you create. Go on breaking and creating your new being.

See what harasses your Completion again and again - fear of poverty, losing wealth, name and fame...

Person who is paradoxical - will have fear and never take responsibility for it. What is the phobia? Debunk the balloon, Burst it with the small pin called completion. Never give benefit of doubt to your incompletion.

ANY FEAR IS NO GOOD in your life.

Any phobia needs to be completed - not listened or attended.

Your shield is not you - don't cheat yourself.

Replacing your compulsive thought current and behaviors into Conscious thought current and behaviors is Integrity.

People have the custom of dropping a habit when they visit a Kshetra. Kashi is in your bedroom now, Vishwanatha is on 2-way now. He is asking you directly - to give up your compulsive patterns . This is the real sacrifice you need to give - Balidana.

Sit and pen down:

• Thought currents that disturb your Completion
• Actions that disturb your Integrity

If you are not under your control, how can you be accepted in Kailasha, you are dangerous.

Complete Completion and Integrated Integrity."


Paramahamsa Nithyananda.

Bliss during morning Yoga

I don't do yoga everyday, I keep on postponing and being lazy.
Today, I get up at 0600 and do a short yoga routine watching the Youtube session.

Swamiji says, after Inner Awakening, Thou shalt no do any spiritual practice. Meaning, Swamiji has initiated and implanted the seeds of powers inside us. We just have to Manifest what is needed, not practice. So, I took the Sankalpa (decision) to manifest Bliss. During the Patanjali Dhyaan, moving the body wildly and loosely, intense physically, but with awareness.

We feel we are tired, but it is the mind. The mind wants to take rest, be in laziness and Tamas. But even if we sleep for a long time, or take rest as much as we can, the mind does not allow it, it becomes tired and restless. It is a disease. We just have to be intense physically and burn this tiredness. This is the only way.

Back to now, after the Patanjali Dhyaan, I just felt happy, joyful, blissful. I smiled. It was a strong moment.

Felt gratitude to Swamiji for sharing this science of Yoga and creating this happiness by just moving the body with the right context and having the right thoughts.

Nithyanandam, in Eternal Bliss!

Years of darkness and a single matchstick

There is a dark room, a pitch black, cold, dark, dark room. No one dares to enter this room. Its such a depressing, boring, lazy, deadly room. The room has been dark for who knows how many centuries and centuries.

We may think it will take even more centuries to lighten it...

But...

Just a single matchstick any moment is enough to bring light to the room that have been centuries in darkness.

Ha Ha Ha...

There may be tonnes of cotton, but a single matchstick is enough to burn the whole thing.

Oh pathetic sick mind! How dare you doubt the power of Sadashiva's initiation.

Completion call on not manifesting powers

A person was sharing her completion when she looked in why she didn't manifest powers. Look in and write your ideas on:

1. Not able to relate to Sadashiva.
2. Not able to believe Swamiji is Sadashiva.
3. Not able to believe its for me. If I fail, its shameful, its painful, death. Its easy to escape by claiming its not for me. And denying it.

Complete and drop all these at His feet.

Its no use...

After doing something half way, we pre-decide from our past pains, "What's the point? Its no use..." This is Self Denial, part of the SDHD - Self Doubt, Self Hatred, Self Denial.

How do I know it won't work this time? I have tried multiple times and failed. But why do I decide it won't work this time too? What if there is a change, there is a difference each time?

Isn't it after all just a decision? A small single decision. A single small decision. A single small decision each time. Repeat it every moment. But at every moment, its only a single small decision. Just that! A single small decision Now!

Arey, who will support me if I myself don't. If I judge that its no use, isn't it judging, which Christ said, "Do not judge others'. I am judging myself and life by, "Its no use."

Sadashiva, KaalaBhairava, you are the Destroyer, Rejuvenator, I pray to you to liberate me from these wrong decisions. I drop them at your feet each moment. I just have to decide this moment, that is all. I am that!

Enlightenment Pill, Brahma Muhurtam and daily satsang

Today, Swamiji revealed to Inner Awakening And Sadashivoham grads that powers are being downloaded and manifested everyday.

Don't miss Swamiji's courtyard this year. Even the sparrows are manifesting powers. Siva Ganas.

This year, 2017, He is confident of initiating people to all the 460 powers Sadashiva has revealed. Each power should be manifested by at least 21 people, only then they will live forever and never get lost.

Swamiji's Gurus have done a wonderful job in preparing Swamiji's body properly, pure veg, brahmachaari... Basically he is a Thairu Saadam (curd rice) boy , does not like pickles, but mangoes. His body runs and functions with just that and Puliyogare (Tamarind rice) occasionally. That is why this most important job of power manifestation is happening.

Swamiji mentioned that 0430-0600, Brahma Muhurtam time, he is downloading powers, so much is happening in his body. Till 1100, he is in a different state, unable to speak. But he said to watch the satsang everyday, live or alive. Keep the Enlightenment pill with us and listen to satsang daily, Swamiji will bring the participants to Swamiji's courtyard, reduce the gap between us and Swamiji to 0. Downloading happens for SS participants during this time. This is the only Tapas they need to do - watch live satsang everyday with the Enlightenment pill.

Length, Breadth, Depth, manifest rain, answer any question, materialization/teleportation, moving coconuts, manifesting rain, control applications in mobiles and laptops, clicking a picture with the eyes and downloading it to an electronic device, recharge batteries by inhaling, recharging batteries from a power source by inhaling...

I did not attend Sadashivoham 2016 and was wondering whether I should attend February's. I was lost in delusion. Oh my mind and being. Oh Sadashiva, please don't let me get lost in this delusion. That is why I took birth at the same time as Swamiji.

I am watching it online. And I missed half of today's initiation too, worried about my mother's opinion about me. I reach home after drinking tea, showing my face to family... and it just gets over at 1120. So I missed a lot! Sheer stupidity I am doing.

Happiness is the new Productivity and blissful morning excitement

Well, I am at my lowest, feeling lost, confused, tired. What am I doing with my life? Postponing, messing up my career, life, work, spirituality, family...

Yesterday I had this inspirational whim, "Life Planner". Have a planner to track and manage the multiple areas and tasks of life. Not just domestic tasks, but long term goals, proper focused tracking and accomplishing goals. Yes, I have tried it multiple times and lost sight of them pretty soon. When office work increases, feeling doing too much work, there is deadline, fear, just rethinking the same thing again and again, empty decision making...

I don't take care of me and my life, who will?

Bought this, "I Can-I Will Success Planner Diary Organizer Weekly Monthly Yearly 2017 Hardbound (FSP17HB)"

Started browsing randomly on such inspirational books, found some good articles,

A book,

Invincible Arjuna

Tell me what you can see, Arjuna,’ repeated Drona ‘Do you see the tree?’
‘No,’ said Arjuna.
‘Do you then see the bird?’ There was a sense of rising excitement in Drona’s voice.
‘No! I can simply see the eye of the bird, nothing else,’ responded Arjuna without taking his eyes off the target.
‘Now, shoot!’ Drona commanded in a shrill voice.
Everyone who stood there saw Arjuna’s arrow whizz past and heard a sharp click. The arrow was stuck in the middle of the bird’s eye.

That day, a legend was born. Arjuna was declared a shreshtha, a supreme human talent. Arjuna’s most powerful weapon was not his Gandiva. His power came from ekagrata—his one-pointed concentration.

Arjuna re-defined the limits of human achievement. He conquered his enemies with the sword of clarity and the shield of discrimination.

Another book,

The Code of the Extraordinary Mind

Here, the author Vishen is the co-founder of a large company, the Mindvalley. He explains that being happy, doing what you love and happy will actually fetch you lots of money and fulfillment. But you need a vision and goal too. But just chase your whims and fantasies.

My God! Thats what Swamiji has been telling for a long time. Be Blissful! Find the bliss within, do your morning rituals and routines, experience Bhava Samadhi. It will be a part of you all the time.

The next morning, getting up from sleep at around 7. I was feeling the low again. Bored, tired, confused... not feeling excited. I held the Garbha gifted by Sri Nithyanda Swamiji, my dear Guru and prayed. Please help me, help me with this confusion and dullness.

Suddenly, a wave of inspiration started arising in me. Be Blissful. Happiness, joy, bliss. Live in it. Count your blessings, be grateful for what you have.

I started getting so happy and excited with my present state. Words cannot express the emotions. We have to really feel these emotions. I started expressing joy and gratitude for my wife, kids, parents, parents-in-laws, house, society, Guru, car, my mind. Even though there is so much confusion, my minds supports me even now thinking rationally and logically. Thank you so much for all these.

I really experienced the Garbha working. Decided to be like a child. Drop any judgment, dislike towards others. Why am I carrying them in me? Suddenly, remembered what Swamiji said, 'Be complete'. I should not carry any anger, dislike, their disapproval of me, any incompletion within me. My space is not for all those. My space is sacred, it is for joy. bliss and sacred feelings.

I am joyful, grateful, blissful. There is no need to doubt myself and my capabilities. Shed the fear. Shed the incompletions. Rise and shine. I started affirming and believing Auspiciousness flowing in me, I am auspicious. Whatever I touch and do will be successful.

I remember how much depression, confusion, boredom, pain... I carried within me. Others opinions and mockery of me. My hatred and dislike of others... Completion with myself and others means not carrying any of these.

Thank you Swamiji for expressing these Satyas. In Eternal Gratitude.

Decision Fatigue is Chandaallathva

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"Today's Facebook status and subject for Vaakyartha Sadas - Manifesting powers is Sadashivatva, Decision fatigue is Chandaallathva, C-h-a-n-d-a-a-l-l-a-t-h-v-a"

"Fatigue Decision or Decision Fatigue – means fatigue which happens to you by making decisions."

I am so busy all the day...
morning struggling to get up, wondering whether to do yoga or should I sleep or am I tired, did I sleep well last night; toss around in bed till the last moment...
then suddenly wake up, Oh! there is a demo today, there is some important work; its 7 am, need to wake up my kids and tell them to go to school, or iron the clothes...
during developing, what variable name to give, how to format code.... all small things...
whether to do a work or not, thinking whether something needs to be done or not...
like Swamiji says whether to piss on this post or the other.... Hahaha
And there is this feeling of tiredness, unfulfillment...

But what have I really done? Keeping on moving around, drinking 3-4 teas or hot water, talking, reading the same news again and again, thinking the same thing again and again, reading some random sites or whatever interests me at the moment, postponing the work many times or at times worrying that it is very important and struggling with it.

I cheat others with this busy, doing some work, stuck with something... notion. But the issue is me cheating myself.

Swamiji says its arrogance, because I need to show I am doing something worthy. But cheating ourselves is losing Life, in utter confusion, don't know what to do, where I am heading, which direction...

But then how do people who own and run multi-billion dollar and international businesses live. They also have everything. Then why am I feeling this itself is too much. Its just decision fatigue or Thought Pornography.

Society, the corporate structure... all these put us in this delusion, we are so busy, we are very important, taking decisions make us tired.

"Decision fatigue people will pamper you, but rob your life, you will lose life. I may be LOUD conch and wake up call, early morning 4.30, but I will give you life. Wake up from this stupidity of concept called decision fatigue."

So I need to start taking up more work, multiple parallel projects, we can do multiple things and micro-manage all them. And still we should feel we haven't done anything. Its just playing, loitering, enjoying, having fun.

Everything else is just blown up arrogance.

Which are the areas I feel bored and tired? What is stopping me from exploring multiple projects?

Its a cool idea to browse and read useless news all day long, taking a long painful time just to decide a few things and do little work.

But Swamiji says its cheating myself and robbing my life. Utter confusion, doing nothing productive, feeling unfulfilled and unsatisfied. I am sure it will lead to tremendous pain and suffering. I need to wake up from this deep slumber, fatigue.

Decision Fatigue is the lowest level of people. Chandaalla means such a low level person.

"Fatigue decision people’s prana is dangerous to breathe - kandumuttu kenduumuttu – don’t even see them, it will be disaster for you. "

Take triple digit decisions and know that it is not leading to tiredness.

Micromanage.

Focus, not just random.

Do, accomplish things.

And less thinking.

ACTIVISM... thats the mantra.

Swamiji says he is more of a DOING person, not just gaining much knowledge, or thinking Bhakti; but Doing - teaching, coaching, building temples, cooking, agamas, training people, starting as many projects possible, manifesting SadaShiva every moment.

I started with this personal blog to remnind, chew these ideas, Manana. This is real spirituality, Guru who pushes people to more and more activism, doing a lot, doing a lot, and still feeling we haven't done anything.

I remember, Swamiji used to visit many places for Pada Puja, a very packed schedule all around Tamil Nadu and Bangalore. But when people look at him, they are amazed, How he is fresh, like soft, fresh "Halwa pazham".