Samskara Dahana Kriya

Paramahamsa Nithyananda's instructions to burn the pain body inside us.

"48 days of Samskara Dahana Kriya will get rid of all your pain patterns. These are the steps for the process:
1. Sitting and writing all your pain incidents and patterns - physical pain, mental pain, emotion pain, psychological pain,
2. Then re-living them in your inner space and relieving them - at least five times
3. Relive them and relieving them with a mirror
4. Sitting with another person and go on sharing. Share at least five times
5. and Listen at least 5 persons' completion story.

This is the most comprehensive completion process.
This science of completion is so powerful. It can destroy so much of pain you are carrying that you are not completing with everyday completion. The ground on which you walk everyday the grass should not die. Pain exists in you as a unique vibration. The moment you put your foot in a place the grass does not grow anymore. Till the grass starts growing in the place you walk, you should do Samskara Dahana Kriya. When you sit and complete on your own you forget to catch the exact pain patterns.
From today I am initiating the whole sangha into Samskara Dahana Kriya marathon. Heal the whole world through this Samskara Dahana Kriya. So many pain patterns which you will not catch, which you will not smell, which are sitting inside you - you will catch it. Because while you are sharing, your awareness is really high and there are tons of unsaid reasons why you should sit and share the pain patterns that are fresh in you.
After completion, destroy the paper on which you wrote all your pain patterns and burn them away. If you are near our center, Ashram do Rudra Homa and destroy them. Otherwise safely burn them where you are.
Start with recalling all the painful memories in your life. Relive them in your inner space. Relieve using the mirror and then using the other person. And then be a space for them to relive and relieve.
If you focus Samskara Dahana Kriya on guilt I guarantee you will walk out of cancer.
Pain patterns create silly incompletions in your life. The best way is 48 days of Samskara Dahana Kriya. The pain of un-fulfillment - which you carry in your life constantly, which you started carrying the moment the root pattern started - will leave your system. The more and more people you cause completion, the more and more you become complete. After 15 days the subtle pain patterns will start erupting in you. Completing with those leads to deeper and deeper cleansing. 48 days of Samskara Dahana Kriya will surely give you some Siddhis. You will understand how you playfully started with these pain patterns when it was a cub. When he became the lion you are shaken and call it suffering. Look into all your problems. When you started it was cute. But now because you can't handle it, it becomes pain.
Being non focused is a pain pattern. Being irritated is a pain pattern. Anything other than Samadhi is a pain pattern. Your tiredness, boredom are pain patterns. Whoever believes they have pain and the world has pain, do this Samskara Dahana Kriya. There are millions of people who are suffering,  who are waiting for a solution. They will listen to you. You can help them complete with you. You can help them complete with the world. Samskara Dahana Kriya is one complete process that completes with everything from your root pattern to your fruit pattern - all patterns are completed. Whoever wants to spread peace to the world, remove the sufferings of humanity, do Samskara Dahana Kriya. Spread the science of Samskara Dahana Kriya. Samskara Dahana Kriya is the most powerful Homa you can perform for peace in the world. On the 48th day you achieve the space of Viraja - pure inner space.
All our pain patterns are the Rakthabeejasura - the demon who gets recreated from one drop of his blood. Completion process is the Brahma Kapala in Kali's hands that swallows all the pain patterns and stops the multiplying of your pain patterns."

Paramahamsa Nithyananda, Bidadi, 19 Aug 2014

Source:
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Struggle and Awareness

I struggle to be integrated in the morning.

I want to achieve something. My Guru Sri Nithyananda instructed to wake up at 4 am like a flower, do yoga, pancha kriyas, puja, kirtans, satsang. It will do tremendous good. There are various Hindu traditions and they believe and practice various things, but all agree on this one thing - waking up at Brahma Muhoortam and doing spiritual practices. It will reduce the constant depression and obsessive patterns we carry.

I listen to it multiple times and on one level, I know, yes, I have to do it. But in the morning, when the alarm rings, I go back to my old pattern.

In the heavy commercialized world, we are surrounded with ideas of self-motivation, struggle, push yourself, alarms, music, lights... all kinds of stuff outside us. Not directing awareness to the one thing that is inside us, and already a part of us.

The wholesome, permanent and beautiful  approach is Awareness. No need to struggle. Observe what happens. Mindfulness. Do not judge, criticize.

What is the first thought rising inside when the alarm rings?

Will persistence.

Box is a hoax is Freedom.

Withdraw your energy from the past and past desires. Pratyahaara.

Reset, Pratyahaara from past unfulfilled wants and Vairgya, Sannyas

Cosmos fulfills all our wants.
The issue is that we have many unconscious and conflicting wants. For eg, we want to be rich, a leader, strong, powerful, caring, loving, worry-free; but at other moments we want to be lazy, take rest, escape work, escape responsibility, criticize others, get hurt and want to hurt others, spend time idling, worrying, carry fear and distrust. At one point we wanted relationship , at another breaking them; wealth at one point, poverty at another point, health and disease. The more wants are left unrealized, less conscious you will be. You will be bored, tired, Shava (corpse). Cosmos fulfills all these and now we have a problem, because we don't want all of these to be fulfilled now. And that's why we are so confused, unclear and having a lot of conflicting thoughts.

Being intelligent, I press the Reset, Reboot button. Whatever I have realized is ok, whatever I haven't is redundant, useless to me now. I consciously drop all of it, they have no say over my present. I am Unclutched from the past, withdrawing all my energy from it, Pratyahaara. I am the present only.
This is Vairagya, the space of Viraja, Sannyas, complete completion. Consciously being in Nirvikalpa Samadhi, Unclutched, the state of Sadashiva. This is the powerful way to manifest what we want in the present, free from the desires and wish list we gave to Cosmos in the past. If your wanted reality is in tune, you are Shiva, that's all.
Gratitude!
My clicks from Swamiji's golden Satsang today.

Struggling with Integrity and Sadashiva's message

Swamiji had instructed all of us to get get up at 4 am and do Yoga, Pancha kriya, Pooja, Kirtan, Satsang... Keep integrity to Time. It is a very important component.

I decided ok and set my alarm. The alarm rang but I failed to get up, it has been going on for a week and I give various excuses and finally wake up very late missing Yoga completely.

I feel guilty on failing so many times and wondered why I cannot be integrated, why I cannot do something which I want to do.

I listened to an old Satsang explaining what is Integrity, Integrity is falling in love with your higher self. All of us have Sadashiva as our highest self, it is not given, it is hardwired already. If you say you want to be in integrity but don't know how, you are a hypocrite.

After morning ritual, I looked at Sadashiva's moorthy, I decided to sit for 5 mins. Sadashiva gave me a message that you are Sadashiva already, you are Consciousness and you are the Ultimate. Feeling guilty, low, depressed... all that is delusion. The Consciousness that is in us all is the Ultimate. I was like in heaven. Wow!

Dieties do speak like Swamiji and elevates us? Why do we pray and worship Sadashiva, Devi, Gods, Guru? Because they want us to raise us to their level. They are here only to raise us to their level. They are out of the delusion and want us also to be out of the delusion and we worship them for their passion for this cause.

Thinking about Sadashiva's message later. We are the Ultimate, we decide what we want to do. Then why this struggle? Why do we need to struggle to achieve what we want? Who is not co-operating with my decision. Is it not a strong decision or intention? Did I really decide or was it just a fanciful wish?

Could it be because I had decided to be lazy a thousand times earlier and I am enjoying it, but suddenly I decided that it is no more cute, I want to change it, so it needs some time for the new wish to be fulfilled. Cosmos does listen, our body, thoughts, mind do listen. Life does not have hypocrisy.

Have the right powerful cognition. Unfortunately, we do not bother what are the thoughts going on inside us and what we carry inside. There maybe unconscious, wrong ideas we picked up from somewhere, from someone.

What about seeing some inspirational movies. Where the hero is driven by a cause and practices everyday.

Was talking with a colleague, what you repeat for a certain number of times, you master it. It becomes part of your cognition. Be it mantras, slokas, music, art, programming. What is needed is persistence. My God! That is exactly what Swamiji said. Will persistence, not will power.

Surrendering to the sweet knowledge that came as a blessing to me today!

Prejudging Blind-Spot

I started practicing a technique, radiate the enthusiasm and joy of Nithyananda Swamiji in my life. I got up early in the morning with this enthusiasm. Realized it is a matter of right remembrance.

Shared it with my wife and she said something. I already pre-judged it was something negative and interpreted what she said as I expected her to say - it was putting me down, negative, not good for my confidence....

Later, she corrected my judgment, that was not what she intended, she meant to take care of something else too, not always be engaged in a few works. I realized my mistake and accepted it.

While driving to office, I realized, Hmm.. Whenever my wife opens here mouth, I prejudge that she is complaining me or kids, or something negative or not something I want to hear.

The Click is... if I pre-judge people based on their past, isn't others also doing the same thing to Me... Whenever I open my mouth, people know what I am going to speak and what my views are. When I speak about joy, meditation, yoga, religion to Amma, she may be pre-judging based on my past what I am going to speak. Whichever new words or stories I invent, the past will cloud the listening.

Even I do the same. Then how can I expect others to accept what I say and show some listening, and I complain, No one listens to me, No one accepts my thoughts.

Thank you Swamiji for revealing this blind-spot.

Restarting Completion

I was watching Swamiji answering a questioner how to create wealth and what to do after the wealth workshop. Swamiji answered with just one instruction, Completion. Every night, do Completion for 21 days.

I realized how I miss this one simple instruction and keep on postponing it for ever. I took it up seriously. I was tired in the night after going out, slept off tonight again. But, thank GODDL and mosquitoes, I woke up late in the night and remembered to do Completion.

And it was wonderful. I remembered many, small painful incidents during childhood. The very fact that I could remember them makes it obvious that I have these sitting inside me as incompletions and driving my wrong cognition. For eg, I wanted  colorful book about cars from a bookshop and my father denied it. I wanted some board games for summer vacation and my father denied it. I mistook some engine oil for cheese and wanted it badly, and later realized it was not what I thought it was. I did some mischievous activities in school and was caught and felt very guilty about them.

A constant pattern of denial for all the small things I wanted. Guilt somewhere else. All these are stored as pain or high resolution pictures in our inner space. And these sit in the past and affect the future. If you think past cannot be changed, future cannot be changed too. Have the confidence that even past can be changed, we will feel the same with future too.

Feeling sleepy in office to Discovering Blind Spots

When there is no pressure to deliver something or no deadline or a slack, I feel sleepy and fidgety in office. I keep opening and reading the same news again and again. Go through the same pattern without committing anything.  I read articles on what the reason could be, is it food, lack of sleep, lack of motivation...

Got a strong, practical and straight solution here: Blind spots

http://nithyananda.org/video/don’t-hide-behind-your-blind-spots%E2%80%AC

"Who do not compromise in the inner space, who feels their inner space is like their chastity is Dhīrāh."

"Go on micro-managing your inner space, go on micro-managing. The moment you diagnose the thought current, thought pattern, immediately the pattern will melt. The moment you diagnose, if it is not melting, that thought current is not a real problem, still you have not put your hands on the real problem. I tell you, many time when the people are not able to wake up in the early morning they try to put more alarms, more cold water, sleep early, all that does not work, the gastric and stomach ulcer need to be healed, because, the problem is there, putting more alarms, putting more cold water on yourself, putting more people to call you, sleeping early, nothing will work, till you put your hand on the right problem, with everything, with every situation, with every problem, putting your hand on the right thought current, the moment you put your hand on the right thought current, the problem dissolves, problem disappears."

"So today I wanted all of you to have Vaakyartha Sadhas, on this subject: Blind Spots and thought current which creates, indirect problems?"

"Please understand most of your problems are not straight as you think. If you are not able to wake up in the morning you think, you have laziness as the problem, no, not surely, you must be having gastric and ulcer problem in the stomach, kadukkai pudi [haritaki herb] is the solution, that heals, but your pattern will be such, even that few pills you will never swallow, forget about taking it as a powder, even the few pills, somehow you will find the reason, it’s not there, it’s not, in the galleria, it’s not there in the shop, it’s not there in my bedroom, it’s not there next to my bed, I forgot, I thought next day I will take it, I will take it tomorrow. That’s what I call blind spots, tons and tons and tons of blind spots, tons and tons and tons of blind spots, when you heal your blind spots, even your fingertips will act as eyes. "

"Most subtlest, subtlest patterns do not expose themselves as patterns to you. They try to convince you, you are them, they are your characters, they are your beauty, they are your colors, no no! Any sympathy, any sympathy for your patterns in any form is a crime against yourself, atmahatya, understand."

"A Sannyasi, who is a declared Sannyasi, who takes the vow, of sannyasa, brahmacharya, aparigraha, asteya, satya, who takes the vow, even if he cherishes, the desires which are not in tune integrity with these 5 vows of ahimsa, satya, asteya, brahmacharya, Aparigraha, even if he cherishes mentally something which is not integrated to this 5 vows – brahmacharya, aparigraha, satya, ssteya, even if he cherishes it becomes crime against himself, ātmahatyā,, it is not even socially crime, if somebody cherishes, a Sannyasi cherishes certain thought currents which is against his 5 vows, it is not socially immoral or socially crime, society nobody is even going to know, but it is already cosmically crime because it is ātmahatyā, it is against his integrity, he becomes patita, understand.


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Back to the question of, why I feel sleepy.

I started looking beneath the surface. I asked what am I doing here, why am I doing this insignificant piece of work, when I am supposed to be doing something greater and bigger. Others are doing more important work while I am doing insignificant work.

This 'feeling insignificant'. What am I going to do about it? Ask or find something more significant? Will it solve the issue? How did I land up doing this? Aren't I responsible for the work I get? "Your Vibe attracts your Tribe". Am I taking myself insignificantly?

Imagining I am significant and not reflecting it in my work is hypocrisy, Blind Spot.

Micromanage your inner space.

When I connected these two and started writing this article, I felt as if some knot in my navel untied, breathing changed from shallow to deep and relaxed automatically. Feeling wonderful and excited. Wow! Liberated Thinking.

Why this running away from others and responsibilities. Whatever opportunity I hear, the first response is, Oh! how can I do it? Impossible.

Old, immature cognition. How long will I cherish this cuteness? Carrying a big body and an immature mind is not cute, it is ugly.

Ferociousness!

But the moment I diagnose the problem, it will melt. If it is not melting, I haven't laid my hands on the real problem.

I feel every area of my life stinks, is in a very bad and messed up state. And yet, I don't take any significant action. I postpone or feel I cannot do it. Its wishful thinking. Hypocrisy.

Nothing becomes perfect overnight, that is arrogance of will power. Will persistence. No matter how much time it takes, I will take action every day, no matter the outcome.

Isn't this principle the same in every field of life, research, meditation, investment, work, career, relationship, health... nothing significant happens overnight. It takes consistent, minute steps.

My Inner space is my chastity.

This is a big blind spot. We think we can get away with our inner thoughts. No one will catch us. We can think any thing - lust, anger, violence, powerlessness, greed, jealousy inside us - who will know. But I will behave and act appropriately in the external world following the societal rules. This is Crime against Yourself.

We get punished for our external actions and that's how we are trained to behave and act appropriately according to social expectations. But we know, no one is there to monitor our inner thoughts. This is a blind spot.

Why do I mess up with the words I use, when I talk to others? I use similar, but the wrong words and confuse other. No awareness towards my inner space? I never even paid attention to it.

I remember all my childhood, I looked like a good boy to others - obedient, silent, studious. But I let loose the reins inside me, it was thinking all weird stuff what I could not do externally. Its a poor situation to be in - creating a difference between the inner and outer worlds. Integrity is the only right space to be in.

Who is a Sannyasi or Brahmana or Dheera? He who has achieved this space. It is not a title or status, it is a state, an inner alchemy has happened.

How? Right listening, right context, right thinking, right being.

Use every opportunity to be in Oneness

Use the other person as mirror to look in, not for advise.

Left side - male. Right side - female.

Men have to be beautiful, women have to be handsome.

Double thumbs up for Swamiji is beautiful.

Rich men use every opportunity to be in oneness with wealth.

During power manifestation, be aware of your breath.

You don't need Death meditation to decide to take good care of your body. Just hold your breath.

Breathing means consuming Space and releasing Creation.
CO2 for plants.
People fall in love with you when you give them ability to manifest.

When there is fear, shallow breath, breathing difficulty.

Inhale Sadashiva through the knee, exhale completion and joy through the knee.

We are not so solid as we think, we are space. Parakaaya pravesham.

More in others body than our own body.

relationship problem because body problems.
body problems because of breathing problems.

Six faces and Five functions of Sadashiva in our life

Six faces:

• Sadyojata
• Vamadeva
• Aghora
• Tatpurusha
• Isana
• and the Avyakta, Unmanifested

Five functions:

• Creation
• Sustenance
• Destruction or Rejuvenation
• Putting into Delusion
• Liberation

• Add Integrity to your creation
• Bring Authenticity to your Sustenance
• Bring responsibility to your destructive mood
• Enrich others to get rid of confusion and depression
• Help others get liberated, cause lives when you feel love and compassion, cause others to live in Shakthinipaatha with SadaShiva
• Unmanifest will be manifest

When you are in creation mode, just add integrity , you will manifest SadaShiva - Sadyojata. Sathya - Integrity; Jata - Birth, Creation.
Any thing born out of integrity stays with you forever.

Retain your authenticity in all your sustenance.

With responsibility, destruction will  be rejuvenation.

Whether you started the war or somebody else started against you, bring responsibility; right things will be destroyed. You are an Aghora.

Whenever you are in Throbhaava, confusion, in mood of delusion, don't know what to do - you are rotten. Now decide life is for others. Enrich.

The sixth face of SadaShiva will manifest in you, the unmanifested starts to manifest when you just jump in and follow His instructions without getting logically convinced. Start living the Shakthinipaatha, living in joy, just because He said.

LIFE IN THE SANGHA IS SHAKTHINIPAATHA.

Any Fear is No Good

What are my fears?

Fear of poverty, struggling without money, losing job, not able to make money, losing all money, not able to provide for my family and their needs, what if my parents are hospitalized, will I be able to pay for their hospital expenses, will I make more money.

Fear of my own capabilities, fear of failure.

Fear of not able to complete something, not able to do my work.

Fear of losing time, spending time on anything, is it really important, should I be spending time elsewhere.

Fear of boredom, no entertainment.

Fear of others opinions about me, others, others ridiculing me.

Fear of losing health.

Fear of losing others love.

Fear of losing comfort, freedom, choice, shopping.

Fear of losing God and Guru, losing his grace and love, disappointing him.

Fear of cheating myself and losing myself, becoming an absolute failure, losing on external and internal things.

"Any phobia needs to be completed - not listened or attended.
Your shield is not you - don't cheat yourself."

Life has no end

I was amazed that Baalasanths in Swamiji's Gurukul date back to Meenakshi's time. They could see from Akashic Reading through Kaala Bhairava their past. 

How many centuries back have they come again? I always thought there was an end to life, there is a full-stop somewhere. But, no, I am totally wrong. Even after millions of years have passed, life can continue...

Swamiji, let me have this right understanding about True Life, what is True, what is unreal, what is Eternity and what is ephemeral.

What is Devotion and Love!

Keep your pure questioning alive to cure boredom and tiredness

Original Source: http://www.nithyananda.org/video/are-you-fan-or-devotee

Kenopanishad, Dvitiyaḥ Khanḍah, the 2nd chapter, 2nd part of the Kenopanishad.

“If you think I know It very well, then you certainly have known only, very little expression of Brahman’s true nature and form. What you know is conditioned by your limited perception of Brahman’s expression, in yourself and it’s expression among the Gods too. Therefore, Brahman the Absolute Truth is still, to be sincerely enquired into, contemplated and intranalyzed by you.”

Boredom is self-inflicted. We choose to engage boredom. It is always a definite clear choice.

The Truth is still to be sincerely inquired into. What does it mean, that we know it not? Certainly this is the truth. If you think you know it, No, you haven't know it. What you know is conditioned by your limited perception of Brahman's expression.

Go on, go on, go on.

'I tell you, this one line, “Therefore, Brahman, the Absolute Truth is still, to be sincerely enquired into, contemplated and intranalyzed by you.”Anybody who follows this one line, becomes My favorite. I tell you, I am never afraid of your questions. I am always afraid of your answers. I have seen, as long as people, are ready to drop their answers and keep the pure questioning alive, they remain in my favorite list—theBrahmanyam Bahuputratām.'

"Do not give up on your seeking. Do not give up your pure questioning. Go on, go on, go on. Keep your pure questioning alive. "

Seeking, go on seeking.

In a related satsang, if you get up in the morning feeling tired or sick, do not just question why you are not well today, question the WHOLE thing. Question everything - me, Ishwara (God), Jagat (The World).

Swamiji, I pray to you to keep this seeking in me for ever, let me have the pure seeking, purify my seeking. Let it always be anchored in the True Reality, the Absolute Brahman!

Giving up tea and being more productive in office

Swamiji asks to give up some unconscious habit, Balidaan.

I though that recently tea has become so delightful to me, very sweet and with a distinct, strong taste. It has caught up on me and I wait to cherish those tea moments.

I decided off with tea. Dropping tea and heavy evening snacks. I usually come to office and roam about drinking hot water, green tea or tea. It has become an unconscious pattern, 3-4 times a day.

I decided to arrest this unconscious pattern. I sat and did not move unnecessarily till I could do sustainable work at my desk. Wow! it was amazing, and so fulfilling. I do it on Thu and Fri; and Fri evening for the first time, I am relatively free from office work. Focused working.

Though I feel a bit tired as if I really put in some effort and need some rest now. But Swamiji says clearly any system that makes you thunk you did hard work and now deserve a break, ages you. Swamiji is very clearly He has not done any work, just playing around and having fun!

That is what I also want, who did what work. I just played around, had a nice time.

Enriching others with my work.

In Nithyanandam!

Compulsive Thinking, Behavior, Completion and Integrity

"Not having Compulsive Thought currents and Behavior patterns, that is what I call Completion.

If you have any compulsive thought current, any compulsive behavior pattern, it is incompletion.

Paradoxical things becoming your Functional logic, is called sickness.

Let Paradoxical things not become your Functional logic.

Find out the Paradoxical things in your life, for eg,

• After eating food, you feel tired whereas you should actually be energetic
• After a long sleep, are you fresh or tired?
• Before sleeping, are you awake or tired?
• You want money, freedom, love, everything... but you hate taking responsibility for them.

Dharma is the natural law of life. Agama is the extraordinary way of life.

Any Obsessive, Compulsive patterns should be completed.

Sex is not a problem, but violence mixed with Sex is a problem for human beings.

With Completion and without obsessive compulsive behavior, anger becomes fierceness, lust become Cosmic Oneness, romance becomes sympathy.

Fear itself is an illusion, Phobia is fear squared. Fear can be healed, but phobia cannot. For eg, person who has seen a snake will have fear, but a person who has not or is afraid of the picture of a snake, may have a phobia.

Fear breaks your integrity, Phobia breaks your Completion.

Your inner space is Complete and Unclutched by default, only phobia disturbs it. Fear disturbs only your Integrity. You thinking you can face anything inside - this is Completion. But when the actual situation comes, ability to face outside what you feel inside - is Integrity.

Adrenaline is from the Swadishtana, Love is from the Mooladhara chakra, they are close by. Violence mixed with Romance is the most complicated pattern. Simple patterns are need for drinking coffee or reading newspaper in the morning.

If you hide ten things from others, you are hiding hundred things from you to you. You'll discover you with Completion.

When you know there is a problem and feel you can't do anything about it - you are a Maintenance Engineer, not a Creator. Become anything, but not a maintenance engineer. Joy of creation is missing. You are alive as long as you create. Go on breaking and creating your new being.

See what harasses your Completion again and again - fear of poverty, losing wealth, name and fame...

Person who is paradoxical - will have fear and never take responsibility for it. What is the phobia? Debunk the balloon, Burst it with the small pin called completion. Never give benefit of doubt to your incompletion.

ANY FEAR IS NO GOOD in your life.

Any phobia needs to be completed - not listened or attended.

Your shield is not you - don't cheat yourself.

Replacing your compulsive thought current and behaviors into Conscious thought current and behaviors is Integrity.

People have the custom of dropping a habit when they visit a Kshetra. Kashi is in your bedroom now, Vishwanatha is on 2-way now. He is asking you directly - to give up your compulsive patterns . This is the real sacrifice you need to give - Balidana.

Sit and pen down:

• Thought currents that disturb your Completion
• Actions that disturb your Integrity

If you are not under your control, how can you be accepted in Kailasha, you are dangerous.

Complete Completion and Integrated Integrity."


Paramahamsa Nithyananda.

Bliss during morning Yoga

I don't do yoga everyday, I keep on postponing and being lazy.
Today, I get up at 0600 and do a short yoga routine watching the Youtube session.

Swamiji says, after Inner Awakening, Thou shalt no do any spiritual practice. Meaning, Swamiji has initiated and implanted the seeds of powers inside us. We just have to Manifest what is needed, not practice. So, I took the Sankalpa (decision) to manifest Bliss. During the Patanjali Dhyaan, moving the body wildly and loosely, intense physically, but with awareness.

We feel we are tired, but it is the mind. The mind wants to take rest, be in laziness and Tamas. But even if we sleep for a long time, or take rest as much as we can, the mind does not allow it, it becomes tired and restless. It is a disease. We just have to be intense physically and burn this tiredness. This is the only way.

Back to now, after the Patanjali Dhyaan, I just felt happy, joyful, blissful. I smiled. It was a strong moment.

Felt gratitude to Swamiji for sharing this science of Yoga and creating this happiness by just moving the body with the right context and having the right thoughts.

Nithyanandam, in Eternal Bliss!

Years of darkness and a single matchstick

There is a dark room, a pitch black, cold, dark, dark room. No one dares to enter this room. Its such a depressing, boring, lazy, deadly room. The room has been dark for who knows how many centuries and centuries.

We may think it will take even more centuries to lighten it...

But...

Just a single matchstick any moment is enough to bring light to the room that have been centuries in darkness.

Ha Ha Ha...

There may be tonnes of cotton, but a single matchstick is enough to burn the whole thing.

Oh pathetic sick mind! How dare you doubt the power of Sadashiva's initiation.

Completion call on not manifesting powers

A person was sharing her completion when she looked in why she didn't manifest powers. Look in and write your ideas on:

1. Not able to relate to Sadashiva.
2. Not able to believe Swamiji is Sadashiva.
3. Not able to believe its for me. If I fail, its shameful, its painful, death. Its easy to escape by claiming its not for me. And denying it.

Complete and drop all these at His feet.

Its no use...

After doing something half way, we pre-decide from our past pains, "What's the point? Its no use..." This is Self Denial, part of the SDHD - Self Doubt, Self Hatred, Self Denial.

How do I know it won't work this time? I have tried multiple times and failed. But why do I decide it won't work this time too? What if there is a change, there is a difference each time?

Isn't it after all just a decision? A small single decision. A single small decision. A single small decision each time. Repeat it every moment. But at every moment, its only a single small decision. Just that! A single small decision Now!

Arey, who will support me if I myself don't. If I judge that its no use, isn't it judging, which Christ said, "Do not judge others'. I am judging myself and life by, "Its no use."

Sadashiva, KaalaBhairava, you are the Destroyer, Rejuvenator, I pray to you to liberate me from these wrong decisions. I drop them at your feet each moment. I just have to decide this moment, that is all. I am that!

Enlightenment Pill, Brahma Muhurtam and daily satsang

Today, Swamiji revealed to Inner Awakening And Sadashivoham grads that powers are being downloaded and manifested everyday.

Don't miss Swamiji's courtyard this year. Even the sparrows are manifesting powers. Siva Ganas.

This year, 2017, He is confident of initiating people to all the 460 powers Sadashiva has revealed. Each power should be manifested by at least 21 people, only then they will live forever and never get lost.

Swamiji's Gurus have done a wonderful job in preparing Swamiji's body properly, pure veg, brahmachaari... Basically he is a Thairu Saadam (curd rice) boy , does not like pickles, but mangoes. His body runs and functions with just that and Puliyogare (Tamarind rice) occasionally. That is why this most important job of power manifestation is happening.

Swamiji mentioned that 0430-0600, Brahma Muhurtam time, he is downloading powers, so much is happening in his body. Till 1100, he is in a different state, unable to speak. But he said to watch the satsang everyday, live or alive. Keep the Enlightenment pill with us and listen to satsang daily, Swamiji will bring the participants to Swamiji's courtyard, reduce the gap between us and Swamiji to 0. Downloading happens for SS participants during this time. This is the only Tapas they need to do - watch live satsang everyday with the Enlightenment pill.

Length, Breadth, Depth, manifest rain, answer any question, materialization/teleportation, moving coconuts, manifesting rain, control applications in mobiles and laptops, clicking a picture with the eyes and downloading it to an electronic device, recharge batteries by inhaling, recharging batteries from a power source by inhaling...

I did not attend Sadashivoham 2016 and was wondering whether I should attend February's. I was lost in delusion. Oh my mind and being. Oh Sadashiva, please don't let me get lost in this delusion. That is why I took birth at the same time as Swamiji.

I am watching it online. And I missed half of today's initiation too, worried about my mother's opinion about me. I reach home after drinking tea, showing my face to family... and it just gets over at 1120. So I missed a lot! Sheer stupidity I am doing.

Happiness is the new Productivity and blissful morning excitement

Well, I am at my lowest, feeling lost, confused, tired. What am I doing with my life? Postponing, messing up my career, life, work, spirituality, family...

Yesterday I had this inspirational whim, "Life Planner". Have a planner to track and manage the multiple areas and tasks of life. Not just domestic tasks, but long term goals, proper focused tracking and accomplishing goals. Yes, I have tried it multiple times and lost sight of them pretty soon. When office work increases, feeling doing too much work, there is deadline, fear, just rethinking the same thing again and again, empty decision making...

I don't take care of me and my life, who will?

Bought this, "I Can-I Will Success Planner Diary Organizer Weekly Monthly Yearly 2017 Hardbound (FSP17HB)"

Started browsing randomly on such inspirational books, found some good articles,

A book,

Invincible Arjuna

Tell me what you can see, Arjuna,’ repeated Drona ‘Do you see the tree?’
‘No,’ said Arjuna.
‘Do you then see the bird?’ There was a sense of rising excitement in Drona’s voice.
‘No! I can simply see the eye of the bird, nothing else,’ responded Arjuna without taking his eyes off the target.
‘Now, shoot!’ Drona commanded in a shrill voice.
Everyone who stood there saw Arjuna’s arrow whizz past and heard a sharp click. The arrow was stuck in the middle of the bird’s eye.

That day, a legend was born. Arjuna was declared a shreshtha, a supreme human talent. Arjuna’s most powerful weapon was not his Gandiva. His power came from ekagrata—his one-pointed concentration.

Arjuna re-defined the limits of human achievement. He conquered his enemies with the sword of clarity and the shield of discrimination.

Another book,

The Code of the Extraordinary Mind

Here, the author Vishen is the co-founder of a large company, the Mindvalley. He explains that being happy, doing what you love and happy will actually fetch you lots of money and fulfillment. But you need a vision and goal too. But just chase your whims and fantasies.

My God! Thats what Swamiji has been telling for a long time. Be Blissful! Find the bliss within, do your morning rituals and routines, experience Bhava Samadhi. It will be a part of you all the time.

The next morning, getting up from sleep at around 7. I was feeling the low again. Bored, tired, confused... not feeling excited. I held the Garbha gifted by Sri Nithyanda Swamiji, my dear Guru and prayed. Please help me, help me with this confusion and dullness.

Suddenly, a wave of inspiration started arising in me. Be Blissful. Happiness, joy, bliss. Live in it. Count your blessings, be grateful for what you have.

I started getting so happy and excited with my present state. Words cannot express the emotions. We have to really feel these emotions. I started expressing joy and gratitude for my wife, kids, parents, parents-in-laws, house, society, Guru, car, my mind. Even though there is so much confusion, my minds supports me even now thinking rationally and logically. Thank you so much for all these.

I really experienced the Garbha working. Decided to be like a child. Drop any judgment, dislike towards others. Why am I carrying them in me? Suddenly, remembered what Swamiji said, 'Be complete'. I should not carry any anger, dislike, their disapproval of me, any incompletion within me. My space is not for all those. My space is sacred, it is for joy. bliss and sacred feelings.

I am joyful, grateful, blissful. There is no need to doubt myself and my capabilities. Shed the fear. Shed the incompletions. Rise and shine. I started affirming and believing Auspiciousness flowing in me, I am auspicious. Whatever I touch and do will be successful.

I remember how much depression, confusion, boredom, pain... I carried within me. Others opinions and mockery of me. My hatred and dislike of others... Completion with myself and others means not carrying any of these.

Thank you Swamiji for expressing these Satyas. In Eternal Gratitude.

Decision Fatigue is Chandaallathva

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"Today's Facebook status and subject for Vaakyartha Sadas - Manifesting powers is Sadashivatva, Decision fatigue is Chandaallathva, C-h-a-n-d-a-a-l-l-a-t-h-v-a"

"Fatigue Decision or Decision Fatigue – means fatigue which happens to you by making decisions."

I am so busy all the day...
morning struggling to get up, wondering whether to do yoga or should I sleep or am I tired, did I sleep well last night; toss around in bed till the last moment...
then suddenly wake up, Oh! there is a demo today, there is some important work; its 7 am, need to wake up my kids and tell them to go to school, or iron the clothes...
during developing, what variable name to give, how to format code.... all small things...
whether to do a work or not, thinking whether something needs to be done or not...
like Swamiji says whether to piss on this post or the other.... Hahaha
And there is this feeling of tiredness, unfulfillment...

But what have I really done? Keeping on moving around, drinking 3-4 teas or hot water, talking, reading the same news again and again, thinking the same thing again and again, reading some random sites or whatever interests me at the moment, postponing the work many times or at times worrying that it is very important and struggling with it.

I cheat others with this busy, doing some work, stuck with something... notion. But the issue is me cheating myself.

Swamiji says its arrogance, because I need to show I am doing something worthy. But cheating ourselves is losing Life, in utter confusion, don't know what to do, where I am heading, which direction...

But then how do people who own and run multi-billion dollar and international businesses live. They also have everything. Then why am I feeling this itself is too much. Its just decision fatigue or Thought Pornography.

Society, the corporate structure... all these put us in this delusion, we are so busy, we are very important, taking decisions make us tired.

"Decision fatigue people will pamper you, but rob your life, you will lose life. I may be LOUD conch and wake up call, early morning 4.30, but I will give you life. Wake up from this stupidity of concept called decision fatigue."

So I need to start taking up more work, multiple parallel projects, we can do multiple things and micro-manage all them. And still we should feel we haven't done anything. Its just playing, loitering, enjoying, having fun.

Everything else is just blown up arrogance.

Which are the areas I feel bored and tired? What is stopping me from exploring multiple projects?

Its a cool idea to browse and read useless news all day long, taking a long painful time just to decide a few things and do little work.

But Swamiji says its cheating myself and robbing my life. Utter confusion, doing nothing productive, feeling unfulfilled and unsatisfied. I am sure it will lead to tremendous pain and suffering. I need to wake up from this deep slumber, fatigue.

Decision Fatigue is the lowest level of people. Chandaalla means such a low level person.

"Fatigue decision people’s prana is dangerous to breathe - kandumuttu kenduumuttu – don’t even see them, it will be disaster for you. "

Take triple digit decisions and know that it is not leading to tiredness.

Micromanage.

Focus, not just random.

Do, accomplish things.

And less thinking.

ACTIVISM... thats the mantra.

Swamiji says he is more of a DOING person, not just gaining much knowledge, or thinking Bhakti; but Doing - teaching, coaching, building temples, cooking, agamas, training people, starting as many projects possible, manifesting SadaShiva every moment.

I started with this personal blog to remnind, chew these ideas, Manana. This is real spirituality, Guru who pushes people to more and more activism, doing a lot, doing a lot, and still feeling we haven't done anything.

I remember, Swamiji used to visit many places for Pada Puja, a very packed schedule all around Tamil Nadu and Bangalore. But when people look at him, they are amazed, How he is fresh, like soft, fresh "Halwa pazham".