Homework My Pancha Krityas

In HH Mahasannidhanam Paramahamsa Nithyananda Swamiji's Satsang message on 26 July 2018, there is no difference between me and Mahasadashiva. Homework to realize that we too do these 5 actions in our lives, the Pancha Krityas, 5 kinds of actions that Mashasdashiva does that I too do in my life:

Creation/Srishti

• I write code and create software applications
• I cultivate plants
• I make crafts and drawings
• I make a dish when I cook food
• I create by writing posts, be it Facebook or Whatsapp or mails or blogs

Sustenance/Maintenance/Stithi

• I maintain by body by eating right food, diet, exercise, sleep, medicines
• I maintain healthy mind by reading, listening, watching right movies, carrying right thoughts
• I maintain by family, friends and relationships by carrying light and cheerful talks
• I maintain my career by doing the necessary actions
• I maintain wealth by investing and managing spending

Destruction/Rejuventation/Samhara

• I stopped habit of eating non-veg food because it harms me
• I stop cherishing anger, hatred towards anyone as it hurts me
• I stopped getting depressed and be in an irritated mood in family
• I stop bad habits of unhealthy sleeping, boredom, tiredness
• I also stop good things in me, be it loving others or enriching or causing

Delusion

• I carry the delusion of self-doubt and that I am not manifesting anything I want
• Delusion that I am not able to manifest powers
• I delude others by showing that I am an intelligent, smart, calm, peaceful person
• I delude others about my true identity
• I avoid talking about controversial topics and about my personal beliefs to my friends
• When I don't get up early morning to do yoga, I delude myself that I need sleep or I can't function

Liberation

• I liberate myself by listening to Swamiji and getting more confident in myself
• I was under the delusion that Kalpataru (wish fulfilling tree) is not working for me or that I am not able to manifest what I want. But in fact, an Acharya made me realize that I did manifest certain things I wanted, which were really tough for me. The mistake was I beat myself by comparing with others - others run and achieve many things in life, whereas I don't see myself running and I wonder whats wrong with me. I have the strength in me to achieve what I want when I really want it. This was such a big liberation and put a big hole in my self-doubt.
• I help my kids understand and learn better
• I help my wife and family cheer up and come to a better mood by sharing fun and laughter

Wow, so how I exist and Mahasadashiva exists are not qualitatively different, though I feel quantitative difference. It is after all ME who decides what to create, sustain, destroy, delude and liberate.

Now I remember, I too mentioned to my wife that I create my code or my wife creates dishes or my kid creates a drawing or painting. We are given the powers of God already. It is not some god sitting somewhere who decides what I will do.

Nithyanandam.